boys are kinda stupid.....

so i just got back from Ashlee Nicole's hometown of Ft. Walton Beach/ Niceville. Reminds me some of Union Park, but UP looks kinda like a ghetto version. Hee hee...

so what's been goin on? let's see...

* jets lost yesterday.....AGAINST KANSAS CITY!!!!!!!!! ashlee and i were fuckin pist....

* the chicken flavored maruchan ramen noodles are VERY good with some salt and pepper, with the flavor packet. MMMM, MMMM, BITCH!!!! (like the samuel jackson beer/dave chappelle episode? Yeah? y'know what im talkin bout? No? well forget you then...)

* that's right, ladies and gentlejerks: there's a new guy in CJ's life. and he's unlike anyone i've ever met. i usually go for the hot, tall, built, dane cook/all the comics on comic view/dave chappelle kinda funny, with a little bit of lewis black sometimes, sportzy, movie lover, outgoing, and often a little dumber than me type of guy. it's just been the type i've gravitated (SAT word) towards. this new guy, let's call him Jimmy, is short, cute (WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY different than hot), not so built, though sportzy (a BIIIIIGGG must) not so dumb. in fact, i think he's a hell of alot book smarter (book heavily underlined) than i am. he's GREAT to chill with. funny (like bill mauher, which is not always entertaining), and quite friendly. But hes Uber QUIET!!! that is something im having difficulty with. im extremely (how could i put this?....) VOCAL (yeah, that's good!). i hope it works, cuz i'm about ready to move on....

* i met this guy on myspace the other day, and he lives like a minute from my apartment. so i invited him over. first of all, he was ugly. then, he's kinda overbearing. that same night after he got off work (he works at Floyd's nightclub), he calls me, wanting to know if he could "come over" for a little bit). BITCH, NO!!!! i was about to go straight T.I. on his ass (you mighta seen me in the street, but nigga you dont know me! You dont know that either? bastard...). so he emailed me the next day, talkin about he needs to know whether or not it was gonna work. WTF are you talkin about?!?!? I JUST MET YOU, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE TRYING TOOOO HARD, BOO BOO! so i IMed him back, and told him to step the fuck back. loser....

* im slowly tryin to wean myself off of john-john. he's got a gurl, and im not tryna be the "other woman". i refuse. but i'm finding it a little dificil (uh oh, switched to spanish! you weren't ready for that, were you? didn't think so...bastard). he's the ONE person i can REALLY talk sports with. but im not worried. a solution is coming. i can feel it...

* Shawnte' and i are cool. she didnt apologize, but she doesnt have to. i meant what i said about not being able to trust her fully, but we're cool. so... yeah....


#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#* I GOT A TATTOO!!!!!!!! #*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*
Its a beach scene, clad with palm trees and water, and a sunset. below it there is a banner that reads "7-11-04", the day that trena died. that's where she is, paradise.....

* i have a crush on some one i've only REALLY met once, from home. i still keep in touch with him, a hi here, a how are you there, nuthin major. im such a fuckin spaz....

* i have a suspicion that someone i've known since last yr has a crush on me. i hope not, b/c he wont be able to handle me. he just wont, and im not even tryin to blow sunshine up my ass. he just wouldnt. he put my friend through hell, and i refuse to be put through the same.

* I LOVE my guy friends, namely AJ, Marlon, Addison, and Jerry-atrics. lol... they're like my big brothers. I LAUF THEM!!!!!!!!!!


That's it. Go Away.

just kidding...

Talk To You Soon....

brklyn